Wow. I have been really stressing! My money is nowhere in sight...I have been told that the earliest I can expect my financial aid is september. September- when this is my SUMMER financial aid for classes that end in August... I should've gotten it way before now and because my college screwed up and used white-out on one of my award letters it had to get sent back to me, so I could resign and send it back. Now the lady from that award company is telling me that I need to wait 10 weeks, from June 30- after I originally turned in the award letters June 10th- all because some dumb twit invalidated my letter by using white-out. Now instead of buying wedding stuff, I have to pay my bills up- before I lose my cable (I need for college) and my phone (I need period!) My FH went and asked his father for money to pay the light bill up- and never told me about it. I had to find out from his sister that he did this. He just took a new job 3 weeks ago, but its part-time, for $8 an hour, and I don't go back to work for 11 days. The only reason I can think he did this is because he had to wait 2 weeks for his first paycheck (the whole "holding the first week" thing). Other than that I don't know and why the hell didn't he tell me?! I makes me upset to think he won't come tell me what is going on- I just moved in with him last October and everything except the phone and heat are in his name so I don't read the mail but he doesn't share them with me either. Since I found out about him asking his father for money I've felt like shit. I'm on unemployment and can barely keep my bills caught up let alone give him money (which I do when I'm working). It just sucks and I have this $1800 coming from the school (although now not until September) and $500 from Walmart (but that idiot man won't answer his phone or return my phone calls). I am desperate but Dan told me to not take a job this summer because that was the whole reason I took my job, so I could have the summer off. Too late to take a job now, I go back in 11 days! My mother is looking for a cheap cell phone so I can downgrade from my droid that's how bad this is getting. I have over $2000 and I can't touch it and it really pisses me off! Did I mention I hate New York State? Because the idiots in Albany couldn't pass the budget I haven't been able to even see my financial aid online until last week. I was also reading an article on yahoo about the top 20 worst paying jobs, and wouldn't you know my profession is on the top of the list? And the worst part is the beginning salary they listed...I don't make HALF that much! I hate having money problems and I wouldn't have had them if NY could get their head out of their ass and look at what they are doing to us little people!
So this is my kitty Pickles. She is a boy lol. I requested a girl kitty because I already had a girl kitty and don't need more babies. So this woman swore uphill and downhill that this cat was a girl. Well 2 weeks ago we caught this cat going after the other and its little sac has started to drop! Hope there are no kittens in the future! Another thing I need to get fixed but have to wait for that stupid check to get here!
This is my other kitty, Bambi. I rescued her off of Craigslist (Pickles I got from a woman at work). This poor kitty was 10 months old when I got her. When we went to pick her up she was kept indoors, in a dark house with the blinds drawn shut, 3 kids under the age of 4, and another cat running around. She was soo skiddish she didn't want anything to do with us when we got her. Now she still won't let us pick her up and she won't lay on us, but she will let us pet her. Poor baby girl. I love her though!
These are my wedding candles I'm making as part of my table decor. I just bought silk flower petals and hot glued them to the bottom of the glass votive. I have these ones in pink, and I still need more in different colors- maybe purple and peach. Since I'm using the long banquet tables I have a nice centerpiece for the middle, then I will line these up on either side of the centerpiece, so they are in a straight line down the length of the table (maybe 3 or 4 on each side of the main centerpiece). Then I'm going to get the little mirror squares and put one under every other candle to make it more reflective.
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